late night ramblings.

Ever feel like you have a million things you want that you can't have or that are just out of your grasp or you just outright do not need? I've been feeling that way a lot lately. Granted, I am old enough to know the difference between my wants and my needs & also old enough for my wants not to hurt me (things I never really liked hearing from my parents...) I know God has a plan for my life & it will work itself out in His perfect timing (knowledge my best friends & I use to comfort each other in tough times). But! while I'm waiting, and trying to do so patiently, I thought I'd see if you can relate to any of these! Some are heavy & some are probably petty...but hey, it's always comforting to know you're not alone, right?

Needs:

• to start laying out a timeline for grad school applications
• to nail down which schools I want to apply to
• to start letters of application for those schools (notice a trend here?)
• to figure out student loans & apply for more scholarships
• to get more sleep
• to read my Bible more & find a home church

Wants:

• someone to take me to the grocery, buy all the ingredients & let me spends days in the kitchen playing
• or give me a Home Depot card & an empty, white room to decorate
• new tennis shoes in bright, neon colors!
• to have grad school figured out
• to write & publish a book
• this war to end (preferably before oh, I don't know, December?)
• to be better at goodbyes
• or to not have to say goodbyes at all. even better.
• endless days spent by the pool with my girlfriends with no worries at all
• my hair to grow out faster
• s'mores. like nobody's business.
• tattoos. yes, plural. I want two!
• a new piercing....yes, another one, & yes, you're right, I don't need any new holes...but I love them!?
• to fast forward to the part where my life falls together & I wake up & think Thank God I didn't give up.

I could probably go on, but I don't want to be falling asleep during football workouts tomorrow. That would be bad. So, good night lovelies. Until my next rambling session...

have a wonderful week!